James Mack's Weblog

It's a new year, an arbitrary landmark where we inevitably evaluate where we've been and where we're going. I don't make new resolutions this time of year, because I'm always making resolutions, and don't need an added burden at any point of the year. Right now, my mind turns to music, as it often does, and the soundtrack playing consists largely of Josh Joplin (who I really wish would tour again), with "Hard Year" and "Mr. New Year's Day", along R.E.M.'s "Bad Day". I guess that might be a bit melodramatic, probably a fleeting ruse, but I feel like the last year and a half has been a bit rough on me.

On the positive side, however, I went to Bill's New Year's party last night, which seemed like the first time in ages that we had gotten together to do something. I had a good time, not being a complete stranger due to a large contingent of paintball associates, along with some interesting new people to talk with. And I feel like it's a step towards making sure the next year isn't quite like those prior.

And now, for some song lyrics.

Josh Joplin-Hard Year

The sky is the color of white hot iron
The sun is long over due
The snow is falling, hopeless and perfect
And I am waiting for you
CHORUS: A new afterthought, a stupid idea
I stayed home all day, and wished you were here
It's been a hard year

No one is safe in a country of spies
The landlord is taking down names
This building is broken, it's windows are worthless
And no one ever complains
CHORUS

BRIDGE: The inks spots of birds shifting in flight
A long afternoon turns to night
And I see the sun through a crack in the sky
And just like that it all passes by
It's been a hard year

The front page pictures are already old
The dishes sit in the sink
Seven long days spent in bed
And I haven't slept a wink
CHORUS